Ferny - Failure Lyrics

You ok
Haven't heard from you in days
Is something wrong
I get this funny feeling and
It comes from deep inside
I get all mad and angry
And I wanna go and hide
My doctor says, I'm sad
My dad says its just me
But the thoughts and the feelings
No-one will be able to see
Some say I'm a psycho
Some say I'm just weird
It's like I'm a different person
And the old me disappeared
I get really edgy
And I wanna fly real bad
I wish I could get help and
I wished it go away
But then I'd only have one wish
Left to claim so
Maybe if I read the sacred text and
Maybe if I said goodnight tonight
I'd be by your side, please reply
Not gonna lie, I've ugly cried
For one more kiss to end my bliss so
Take my blame to numb my pain
It's my fight to numb my gain
I know I'm not perfect but ill promise ill try
I'll love you every morning afternoon and all through the night
So just send me a sign
Just send me the sign
Misery and regret to slip-into the pain
Please be ok so I'll dream of you and
I won't give up, I'll always be
By your side, please reply
But in the end its all the same
So cut me down and split my heart
My soul says I'm alright
My heart says its just me
But neither tell the truth
No one will be able to see
Some say I'm a psycho
Some say I'm just weird
It's like I'm a different person
And the old me disappears so
Maybe If I prayed
Maybe If you prayed
Maybe If we prayed
He'd hear all there is to say
So God please just give me a shot
And Lord come on I did all you asked
Don't know what to do so I
Close my eyes and said goodnight
But in my dreams its all despair
What did I do, please reply
I get this funny feeling and
It comes from deep inside
I get all mad and angry
And I wanna go and hide
I know I'm not perfect but ill promise ill try
I'll love you every morning afternoon and all through the night
So just send me a sign
Just send me the sign