It's been weighing heavy on my mind lately
What's gonna happen when I turn the page
Am I gonna move on and get older
Or will I slow down and get colder
I don't know, I just don't like change
And I've got so much to say
Still looking for a way out
I hope that one day I'll look back on this
And think that I was just a stupid kid
But right now, I feel so stuck
I'm not ready to grow up
Can I make this all just seem
Like a distant memory
It's been weighing heavy on my mind lately
What's it gonna be like when I leave this place
Cause time keeps moving way too fast
And there's not enough sand in the hourglass for me
But I don't wanna leave
I've got so much to say
Still looking for a way out
I hope that one day I'll look back on this
And think that I was just a stupid kid
But right now, I feel so stuck
I'm not ready to grow up
Can I make this all just seem
Like a distant memory
I hope that one day I'll look back on this
And think that I was just a stupid kid
But right now, I feel so f*cked
I'm not ready to become the person I should be
Can I make this all just seem
Like a distant memory