Why did I dive in
I hit my head
On the bottom of the shallow end
Gave myself brain freeze
When I ate the ice too quick
And I didn't see it coming
I want a gun under my pillow
Watching too much Tarantino
And every day's like Halloween
But I just wanna leave the party
Oh I won't hurt myself the way you want me to
And give away my heart just like I always do
And now I feel nothing
And I'm losing sleep
But I'm better off without it
I, I won't hurt myself for you
It's like I'm playing Scrabble
Trying to make a word
Using the consonants
I put my fingers in the oven
To feel something
I'm getting nothing
Oh I won't hurt myself the way you want me to
And give away my heart just like I always do
And now I feel nothing
And I'm losing sleep
But I'm better off without it
I, I won't hurt myself for you
I'm like the pieces of a jigsaw
Taking me hours to
Piece it back together
I'm Putting the liquor in the cupboard
Cos I don't need it
I don't need it anymore
Oh I I I...
...won't hurt myself the way you want me to
And give away my heart just like I always do
And now I feel nothing
And I'm losing sleep
But I'm better off without it
I, I won't hurt myself for you