Golden Video (MV)

Consider this the exclamation point on a sentence I had written seven years ago
A lifetime way back when I was angry, tired, and worried for the future
And noticing an ending getting closer than it had ever been
But it's not over yet, for the stones haven't set
We're only missing permanence
Here we are this morning after
Take our turns and climb the golden ladder
We're all here we've found our answer
And in the end that's all that really matters
And they say that life is fate but my fate is up to me
So how dare you make me play this game when no one is even winning
And I'm content f*cking finally in understand heaven is an idea
And if we never really get there then so be it
And it's not hard to see that the odds are against me
Trying hard pointlessly
So join me in this sermon and help me to determine
If all we're taught is hate your thoughts and listen to the person
Who from day one has told his son obey or you'll be sorry
Because when you die you'll find you're not invited to the party
So if it's a playthrough I'll do what I have to
But since I can't hear you I'll do what I can do
Some say we'll all grow old and then it's hopeless
I say we'll call this home and then we'll be golden
It's over, you'll notice
You're listening I'm hoping
I'm different, I think so
Fu Dao Le is where I'll go home
Please take this how you want to
It's nothing you're not used to
Now here's one last message
Then know it's ended
I guess you're out of the talk, you must have nothing to say
Because I don't mean to be selfish, but then you made me this way
Sure, just the fact this exists is enough to know that I'm fine
But don't expect me to guess
Come on, God
Give me another sign
Then we'll be golden
Just look around, you're lucid
So say the magic words and you control this
Then we'll be golden
They're ready sir, your orders?
Just leave us on the road and we'll be golden