I still remember your smile
I used to pretend you were into me
I would still go there
But you never passed by
I felt like I was out of focus to you
You don't see me
You cant see me
Try to forget it all
But I can't let you
Try to remove it all
But I can't move
Rose near my door, Felt like an omen
Door left unlocked, ready to be open
I was always hoping you would never close it
But the way you spoke to me with no emotion
Felt time pass by, but not the motions
Make me feel the same way, lack of showing
Fill my head with static, can't use ibuprofen
Swam too far, sinking in the ocean
Shouldn't use my heart, but my brain is broken
In a place I've never been, never going
Park it near rowan
You cant see me light the photos, Never show it
Turn off off the lights, toy with the bullet
Tried to tell my friends, all of them ghosted
All of them ghosted
It won't come out
I should've expected this
I should've expected this
Make me cut out
I'm done with neglecting it
Talking to skeletons
I'm done with neglecting it
I'm done with neglecting it
I'm the one out of focus
That's why I tried calling
To leave a message behind
I won't have to focus anymore
I won't have to focus anymore