So Dramatic Video (MV)

When I was a kid
I was a mess
But I should be so much better now
But I'm not

So dramatic, pathetic
But this feels medical
Gotta feel how I feel to justify my
Life feels so weak
I can't go on
This way

I used to light the trash on fire
Just to see it burn
Melt to the ground
I used to go to the schools
Throw stones in the window
Just to hear them smash
I'd do it over and over again
Was there something wrong with me
Was there something I needed to learn
No
I was just a kid
I was just learning

I'll was a kid
I was a mess
I was afraid of everything
Oh well

So dramatic, pathetic
But this feels medical
Gotta feel how I feel to justify my
Life feels so weak
I can't go on
This way

Take my eyes
Take my eyes
Take my eyes

So dramatic, pathetic
But this feels medical
Gotta feel how I feel to justify my
Life feels so weak
I can't go on
This way