Finatic - Fatherless Lyrics

For those of you that grew up without a father
I hope you understand my story

Ima Just

Put my pen to the pad and Im going
To let my feelings out
Little nervous
This is stuff I've never talked about

Wondering, Is that the reason
I kept lashing out
Can't blame you for everything
But your nowhere to be found

I'll never understand
Why a father would
Want to leave their kids
Feeling abandoned, feeling abandoned

I'll never understand
Why a father would
Want to leave their kids
Feeling abandoned, feeling abandoned

I just don't understand
These particular positions
That you put yourself in
To end up in prison

Now Jay and I have to suffer
For your bad decisions
And your disappearance
We had nothing to do with

Bet you never even second
Guessed what you were doing
But wait if I heard right
Mom came to visit you in prison

Tried to give you a chance
To get your family back
But you had stated
You weren't finished yet

Right then in that decision that
You made sparked the match
That lit the fuse and started the
Bullshit you put us all through
You just had to do it

I'll never understand
Why a father would
Want to leave their kids
Feeling abandoned, feeling abandoned

I'll never understand
Why a father would
Want to leave their kids
Feeling abandoned, feeling abandoned

I just need you to get the gist
Of this I was pissed as a kid
Knowing I would never see
My father again

It took me having kids
Just to see how awful
What you did truly is

You left me
The Legacy
Your father left you

My Father was fatherless
So you think he'd learn
By what his father did
But instead he left

My mama at home to take care
Of kids and break her back to
Pay the bills while he was out
Doing all that stupid ass shit

Don't think for a second
That I'm done with you
You just gonna have to be
Patient and wait for chapter two

When I can fall further down
The rabbit hole but until then
Ima Just

Put my pen to the pad and Im going
To let my feelings out
Little nervous
This is stuff I've never talked about

Wondering, Is that the reason
I kept lashing out
Can't blame you for everything
But your nowhere to be found

I'll never understand
Why a father would
Want to leave their kids
Feeling abandoned, feeling abandoned

I'll never understand
Why a father would
Want to leave their kids
Feeling abandoned, feeling abandoned