Fintan McHugh - Puppet of Disaster Lyrics

Tell me your fears you've been fighting for years
And tell me your fears
Which keep in the tears from falling
There'll be new needs in your garden
Seeds for a golden one
I shall rise from the depths of the ocean

I hid in the woods of memory
I hear dogs howl I hear dogs bark
And I'm telling you it's getting dark all around me
Describe the trees that surround you
I know the forest you're in
I have walked it through and through

What's hidden behind your dreams at night?
What remains unlived during the daylight?
What makes you clench your throat so tight?
I've been a puppet of disaster
Feared to be my own master
Tell me what prevents you from joy and laughter

I'm afraid to live I'm afraid to die
I'm afraid of him I'm afraid of her
I'm afraid to be I'm afraid of me
I'm afraid to change I'm afraid not to change at all
I wanna be free and beautiful
Shine like a perfect jewel
I want to be under golden rule

I've been a puppet of disaster
Feared to be my own master
Now it's peace what I seek after