Flare - I'm Sorry I Tried Lyrics

So if I vanish tomorrow, don't miss me
If my casket's open, don't kiss me
Because no matter how hard, no matter how hard I try
Nothing I do, nothing I say, you'll still cry
I'm sorry I tried, I'm sorry I tried
I'm sorry I tried, I'm sorry I tried
I'm sorry I tried, I'm sorry I tried
I'm sorry I tried, I'm sorry I tried
I'm sorry that I tried, You know I wouldn't lie
But I'm not gonna sit here and act like it's all fine
I f*cked it up this time, I wanna snort some lines
But nobody's got the hook up, I think I might lose my mind
I'm just really sick of all my friends all being sad
Most of it is petty, like depression is a fad
So when I'm feeling like shit, my connections are all bad
I have no one to go to when I'm feeling less than glad
Now I don't know who to call, there's this woman and I miss her
But she's going through shit too, every crisis is a whisper
Redemption unattainable, anxiety untamable
Failure to take control, dark thoughts are taking hold
I tried to be there for you, But I can't really help
Nobody's here for me and I just can't help myself
I'll drink until the morning, I'm trying to forget
Don't think that I'm ignoring you, I'm wishing you the best
So if I vanish tomorrow, don't miss me
If my casket's open, don't kiss me
Because no matter how hard, no matter how hard I try
Nothing I do, nothing I say, you'll still cry
I'm sorry I tried, I'm sorry I tried
I'm sorry I tried, I'm sorry I tried
I'm sorry I tried, I'm sorry I tried
I'm sorry I tried, I'm sorry I tried