Flare - No Light Lyrics

I'd be lying if I said I wasn't too good for this world
But still I'm useless since I can't provide much for my girl
There's no light shining on me, I'm at the end of my wits
This world has lost me if I can't get a hit
Dying doesn't seem so bad
Nobody else would even feel so sad
If I don't wake up, be glad
If I don't wake up, be glad
What does it mean?
Is life just a dream?
I wanna wake up
Cuz nothin's what it seems
If I don't make it big in like a week then I'm gone
I stopped myself from dying years ago and I was wrong
I need to make something viral that people will sing along
And I'm trying... I'm trying every song
My mental state is in panic
I just wish I could vanish
Because I can't stand this
Nothing that I go through should happen
And if this is the way I'm supposed to go
Then tell me what it was I was supposed to know
Cuz nothing that I say hits close to home
I'll never sleep again, I'll go for broke