Foster - Motive Lyrics

What is my life, I thought I had it figured all out
I lost everything. Even my really warm heart
What is my motive, nothin in my life changes
What is my motive, nothing ever changes for me

I had nothin, she had everything
I'm still strugglin, she got all the blessings
Where did I go wrong, what did I do (Where did I go wrong, what did I do)

What is my motive, why do I do it to myself
You told me you loved me, but did you really mean it
This is my life now, there ain't no way to change it
This is my life now, they ain't no way to be perfect

I was her everything, now I know she's dead to me
I gave my whole heart to her then she gave it back to me
I thought I was God to her, yet she was Satan to me
(I thought I was God to her, yet she was Satan to me)

What is my motive, nothin in my life changes
What is my motive, nothing ever changes for me
What does my life mean, I can't seem to get a grip of it
What is my problem, I need to get help
What is my life, I thought I had it figured all out
I lost everything, even my really warm heart
What is my motive, nothin in my life changes
What is my motive, nothing ever changes for me