Frea Robinson - Grateful Lyrics

No where near where I wanna be
But I'm grateful for where I'm at
So busy angry bout my don't haves
When I need to be patting my back
I was up against the wall
In all the rooms inside were black
Now I flip my hair with an emoji
Cuz bitch I really did that
Yeah I'm grateful

I sit and I complain
New year
With the the same dream
Wondering when my ship
Will float up stream
I'm pondering
With restrain
Cuz I got faith and will maintain
But my fears are haunting me
I'm not afraid of lost
I am afraid of gain
What if my dreams come to
I monopolies with no game
My baby gets that picket fence
No longer working with pain
Me being orphans no longer in
Vein
Now just sit and reflect
How bad do you want it
No matter if I miss the stars
I land on clouds im Cupid
I am sick of this shit
Always what I can't get
Like I don't have this album
That's Reflecting success
Complaints I am done with
I'm grateful as shit
May these words be a blessing
Be grateful Lor bitch

Damnit. That's not how it was suppose to end