[ Featuring SOAK ]
And I just stand there
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It's been a while since I heard my own voice
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I just stand there
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Just before she says that she loves me
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She loves me
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She loves me (how I made you f-)
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I sit with the night in appreciation
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Of this ability to hear a world
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I'm alive
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I'm alive and I can feel it
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(I just want you to say)
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She loves me
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(I just want you to say)
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And I just stand there
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And my one-bed apartment feels like a coliseum
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I feel pretty but in a handsome way
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(I just want you to say)
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She loves me
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(I just want you to say)
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And I just stand there
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And she looks at me like she's taking photos
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I just stood laughing, the full lung capacity
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And the first crunch of potato, cheese, and onion crisps
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I'm wide-eyed at the window
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(I just want you to say)
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And I just stand there
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(I just want you to say)
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And I just
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And we spent sunrise to sundown in my room
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Glued to the window, watching all the people go about their lives
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And we decided their futures for them
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And ugly laughed
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And I remember thinking to myself
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"Don't you dare get used to this"
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"Don't you dare, don't you"
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It felt like all four seasons happened in one day
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And I just stand there laughing at you
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'Cause I can't believe this is real
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And I just stand there
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And I just
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And I just
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I just stand there
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I just stand there
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I just stand there
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She loves me
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