Northern Light Video (MV)

I'm waking up dead right now
Give me a sign
That I'm gonna be right about
What I want in my life
I wanna be up right now
But I never tried
Cause' the world in my dreams isn't real in real life
I'm waking up dead right now
I'm tryna fly
But my wings keep coming down
When I wake up and try
Cause' no one is around
And I don't wanna lie
I'm getting tired of highs that only last for some time
I wanna wake up right now
But I can't even fight
Cause' I would have been dead without
Tryna waste my whole life
But you told me nothing's like
What I wanted in mine
So I'm gonna die like that
And I spent three whole nights tryna give you a call
Cause' I spent my whole life tryna explain it all
And I know one quick fight could put an end to this all
I'm alright it's alright I'm alright
I'm wasting my weeknights getting wasted at home
My friends and I fell off around one year ago
I'll take my own damn life if that's all that I owe
I'm alright it's alright I'm alright
I'll sleep beneath streetlights tryna escape the cold
All of the childhood nights freezing crying alone
I'm getting way too old to become what I hoped
It's alright I'm alright it's alright
I'm alright it's alright I'm alright
(Yeah what am I in for)
It's alright I'm alright it's alright
(Do I know it's gonna last)
I'm alright it's alright it's alright
(Yeah what am I in for)
It's alright I'm alright it's alright
So every time we fight I get a taste of the cold
That I don't think I like but I can't keep control
Of if my lullabies puts a sleep to it all
I'm alright it's alright I'm alright
I guess the northern lights aren't too high to fall
Cause' I spent my whole life tryna explain it all
And I spent three whole nights tryna give you a call
I'm alright
I won't lie
I'm not fine