10th of March 2009 Video (MV)

Hello Jude, how are you doing?
Okay I hope, I'm still doing very poorly and I'm now ready for a long sleep
One where I won't wake up
I won't you to remember be strong in your heart, not your words, head or fists
Always love your family and do what you can to help others
And always put yourself second keep thinking what you can do to help others alright?
10th of march 2009
You left behind your past life
I read your letter every night
Lately I lie and say that I'm fine
I was a nightmare as a kid
It's true I haven't changed one bit
Since you left
I've been a mess
I can't handle this
I had things to say that i cannot say
I don't wanna go but I don't wanna stay
I feel numb as my tears wash away
Just another person that faded to grey
I had things to say that i cannot say
I don't wanna go but I don't wanna stay
I feel numb as my tears wash away
Just another person that faded to grey
10th of march 2009
You left behind your past life
I read your letter every night
Lately I lie and say that I'm fine
I was a nightmare as a kid
It's true I haven't changed one bit
Since you left
I've been a mess
I can't handle this
I had things to say that i cannot say
I don't wanna go but I don't wanna stay
I feel numb as my tears wash away
Just another person that faded to grey