here i am (feat. lovejurri) Video (MV)

Yeah i think i found new love
Life got some light again
Ima take my time
Cause i don't want it to end
I've been searching for you all my life
Baby when the time right
I'll take you out this town
We'll have a life worth living
Never found 4 cloves
Yeah my heart ain't had no home
Suffocate me with a thousand blunts
I think my deepest fear been love
Praying to the sky i make outa here
When the rain come down wash away my
My hate in love
My lust for drugs
My lack of faith
Issues in trust
Cause i been f*cked over a million times
Spent way too long where the sun don't reach
Neck deep sinking i could barely breathe
Shoutout to Jurri and Charlie D
Through music been finding that glimmer of glee
Locate a new light i finally see
My darkness depleting
Whatever been eating my soul
Don't got control no more
Pray mamma dont bury me
Don't have no fear for me
I chose this life
And i ain't think twice
Cause i ain't expect to be here
But f*ck
Here i am
Now i reap what sowed
Don't got quote unquote hoes
I was chopping through jungle
Now i'm paving road
Now i got back my soul
Now ill weave and i wove
Tryna patch up these holes
Causes theres pieces of me
All along where i walk
Now cut down the grass
So the devil cant stalk
And i still get them dreams
Bout me lying in chalk
But f*ck that bitch i build me a bridge and i walk
Pray mamma dont bury me
Don't have no fear for me
I chose this life
And i ain't think twice
Cause i ain't expect to be here
But f*ck
Here i am
Baby i been abused
Left for dead
And refused
By the ones that i thought by my side till i die
Stared through that noose felt like god ain't reply
Held my head up through nights
Where i
Thought i wasn't gone make it
Felt no worth
I was mistaken
Suicidal and blatant
Too many talks with satan
Pray mamma dont bury me
Don't have no fear for me
I chose this life
And i ain't think twice
Cause i ain't expect to be here
But f*ck, here i am
Wondering where my soul went all those days
I was feeling soulless deep in pain
How did i keep strolling through the rain
I don't go to no one for these aches
Just used to talk to microphones and blaze
All day all day
Summertime sadness
What the f*ck happened
Going through the pain all day they acting
All of them capping
All of their talk ain't trust worthy
Thats why i'm the captain
Giving you the truth, you learning
All of these serpents they lurking
They ain't determined
Look at me i'm on the road and i'm getting this knowledge
It's every day that i'm earning
All of these bitches ain't hot like me
Get up on the track
It's them that i'm burning
Look at me turning
Down on the wheel, huh
Now we moving down to the road, hey
Down to the side to the water
Yeah now i'm feeling i freed my soul
All these people try to get me down, no no
I'm up i'm up
Yeah bitch i'm gone yeah
I'm up in space like my father yeah
Looking down on me on me
Hear his whispers in the wind
While i see him in my dreams
Thank god that he reach me
Now i'm moving up to the top, cant reach me
Bitch i'm higher than the peak