Fully Involved - Comical at Best Lyrics

I've spent too long to bear, building up your mysticism
You're unaware, my subconscious made that schism
I'd compare, how Catholic shame leads to skepticism
But that's comical at best
Thought I was higher than the rest

Our words flow natural as melodious grooves
On that record we gushed over for what felt like an hour or 2
I was getting ready to make a move
But you brought up that you got the suggestion from a guy that you knew
Of course my plans went down the tubes
Voluntarily I'll verily accept there's no more point left to prove
At the least when I'm talking to you
Or ideally the morally correct way I should process the news

But I've spent too long to bear, building up your mysticism
You're unaware, my subconscious made that schism
I'd compare, how Catholic shame leads to skepticism
But that's comical at best
Thought I was higher than the rest

Oh god, my head is gonna explode
From frustration or inflation of an ego that's been broken apart
You're content, and that was a blow
A contusion, my illusion that you've went around and broken my heart
What's it say when I probably know
If I didn't see appearances, I'd take it back & learn to restart
We'd be off, enjoying a show
From that band that first commanded conversations, that'll rid me the scar

Now I've spent too long to bear, building up your mysticism
You're unaware, my subconscious made that schism
I'd compare, how Catholic shame leads to skepticism
But that's comical at best
Thought I was higher than the rest