Tired of feeling this way
Tired of feeling 'bout what happened yesterday
Cos' everything it would change in crazy ways, to make me stay on track
Another night spent alone, it's not a method of keeping this under control
Time lost meaning from I don't remember when, and I don't care
Is this what they call insane? I didn't care to fit in anyway
Run away! That's what they say
Should I throw it all away? All the endless possibility?
Not today, not today
F*cked up dreams and make believe, a heavy heart at best
Memories of long lost words, will comfort me to rest
Is this what they call insane? I didn't care to fit in anyway
Run away! That's what they say
Should I throw it all away? All the endless possibility?
Not today, not today
If the hands could turn back now, not to change the way I see you
Nor to list the things beneath you, just to say that you're still present in my mind
I don't care if it f*cks you up, I just needed to tell someone about her
And I'm not okay. I'm not okay today