Alone Video (MV)

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Ima do this on my own I like being alone
Only trust me myself and I
I wish that I could clone
I sware they had my hopes high
When we were on the phone
But I know wassup now ima leave yall alone
I gotta do it on my own I rather be alone
Can't make the same mistakes again
Look at how much I have grown
I was still outside roaming
When they all went home
They ain't really care foreal they all left me alone
I can get some piece of mind when I'm by myself
Every time I needed you
You was never there to help
So I played my cards right with the hand I was dealt
They judge me every time I vent
I ain't telling nobody else
Before you love somebody heart gotta love your self first
The main reason why none of my relationships worked
Put all my faith in people shoulda put it in church
Locked up or 6 feet under
Please tell me what's worse
I had to isolate foreal right now I'm more depressed
Battling pain from 06 left with permenant stress
I ain't perfect when I pray all my sins I confess
Tryna get right for the lord so I won't get left
Every time I had a option I acknowledged my pride
Over thinker let my thoughts and my feelings collide
Quit all my jobs cause I was dealing with so much inside
Co workers ask me am I aight I continue to lie
Ima do this on my own I like being alone
Only trust me myself and I
I wish that I could clone
I sware they had my hopes high
When we were on the phone
But I know wassup now ima leave yall alone
I gotta do it on my own I rather be alone
Can't make the same mistakes again
Look at how much I have grown
I was still outside roaming
When they all went home
They ain't really care foreal they all left me alone
I never knew my real father I only seen em twice
I always questioned if he didn't wanna be in my life
Did he love me or hate me or was he rolling the dice
He was quiet he could at least gave me some good advice
Tieshia told me I was selfish she was tryna doubt me
Know for a fact if don't care who else going care about me
All in all I got 3 siblings it's never about me
2 of em cousins it's so crazy my sunshine is cloudy
One day ill be feeling up the next I'm feeling down
All of my peoples asking why turbo don't come around
I had to swallow all my pride cause I was rey dround
Once you play me ain't no game just stay out of bounds
Most of my problems deal with issues that I can't control
Hurts me to know you cant contribute and just play ya role
Our lives be growing so fast while time moving slow
Hate when you tell me that you love me but it never show
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