Pearl eyes, ostracized, look what a sighting
Got medieval, armored out, I took white lightning
Lost my meal and my wheels, everything spent
Delusional fortitude is everything I meant
Take another dose, I feel so alive
Time traveler, a selfish way to get by
You understand, you get what I mean
Here's my addiction, it's all that you've seen
I live my life with no shame
I'll drag you through the mud
You gave me nothing
To ever be proud of
And when you all
Try to reach out to me
I'll throw you all away
Crying in a symphony
Like a monster, I'm all that you dream of
Haunting you in your room, do not look up
I've been living in your head for all of these years
Don't call me mother, cause I cannot hear
All of my problems have been given to you
You have now inherited all of my truth
Enjoy this addiction to all of life's vices
I did not curse you, I did not decide this
I live my life with no shame
I'll drag you through the mud
You gave me nothing
To ever be proud of
And when you all
Try to reach out to me
I'll throw you all away
Crying in a symphony