All I've been thinking is about this meeting
Can't even make up my own damn feelings
A full on lobotomy, if I refuse
10,000 seconds left with nothing to prove
Fake painted fixtures on these walls
Drug fiend demons, running the halls
Mistletoe impalement as I inhale this
Lots to learn, teach me as I fail
Teach me, teach me, teach me, teach me, god damn it, will you ever teach me
Will you take a look inside
Will you, will you find what's on my mind
Do you even think about the ending of our own self doubt
Twisted sideways on the floor I lay
Drained of everything, I wither away
In phase, outlay, cutting so deep
Need more therapy, I cannot sleep
Grieving demons in my head
They will not rest until they're fed
My head is on fire, burnt out, incinerated
No matter the pain, I'm infinitely decimated
Reach me, reach me, reach me, reach me, god damn it, will you ever reach me
Will you take a look inside
Will you, will you find what's on my mind
Do you even think about the ending of our own self doubt
Now that you've taken a look, will you decide if I'm lying
Now that you've taken a look, will you decide if I'm hiding