gb - hate me gently Lyrics

I'm sorry for the fights that you've caused
Breakdowns saying god I'm used up
You can hate me, but hate me gently
I'm sorry when you yell and scream at me
You get angry oh so beautifully
You can get mad, but be patient with me
While you sit me down, and say "it's all your fault, I never wanna see you, god I hate your guts" then I tell you all what you wanna hear and now you're, re-hooked, and f*cked up again
Don't you get exhausted
Trynna reassure me when it's constant
I'm a little f*cked up from my childhood trust and I want someone to be honest
If I'm making you mad its a problem, f*ck it you gon run away faster than all them
You're not tied to me and I'm falling
Let me go but don't leave all at once I'll probably kill myself if I'm honest
Built myself from the ground up but still feel too much to be wanted
Heal myself from the inside out but I'd drag you down so don't be apart of the progress
Free yourself from the f*cked up, latched on girl, that sees herself as a process that might take too long for you to stay on your own will
You sit me down
It's all your fault
I never wanna see you
I never wanna see you
While you sit me down, and say "it's all your fault, I never wanna see you, god I hate your guts" then I tell you all what you wanna hear and now you're, re-hooked, and f*cked up again
I say, "Do you hate me?" and you say no but it still feels like I been doing everything wrong
"Do you hate me?" and you say no but baby why it feel like I'm doing everything wrong
"Do you hate me?" and you say no but baby why it feel like I'm doing everything wrong
"Do you hate me?" and you say no but baby why it feel like I'm doing everything wrong