If I Could Breathe Video (MV)

Ok I'm really going to talk about this
One time and one time only
I hope you're listening
I'm thinking about you
More often than not
You're simultaneously nothing and all that I got
And it costed a lot
Stop with the thought
It's obvious I was one half of a whole
And I loved you with all my soul
It seems that growing old is now a lonely road
We went our separate ways
It took its toll
Now I'll never see you again
Or sign a document decreeing you kin
I understand that a disagreement can lead to sin
I just wish I would've knew it then
If you're listening
Knew you were special before we met
Don't bеlieve me
Let's place a bet
Yes it's been a couple years but I'm jaded
And if you're still upset
Wanted to keep you but I couldn't
Cuz some woman that I wouldn't
Made me question if I shouldn't or I should
And my actions weren't surefooted
But I rationed you would suffer
Even though I never loved her
Like a rubber or the hood
And umm
She got to me
She got to me
She got to me
And then she got to you
That was a shock to me
And this is not on you
Honey, it's all on me
And if you are lonely
My sky falling yeah I know how it sounds
Am I the last man on earth or is there no one around
Cuz I can't hear the noise of this boisterous town
I even tried to scream but no voice could be found
And as the angels coming for you down from the clouds
I look up
The father taught keep my eyes off the ground
And now they vision unclear
Cuz they envisioning years
And now they filling with tears
And honestly if I could breathe I would drown
I'm down for you
I'm down for you
I said it twice
Make it thrice
I'm down like under feathers
Been down and under weather
Since you left it ain't right
And every other second I just think about a life
That could've been if you would've been
But you're not
I never seen you wake now sleeping's all I got
When I'm not
My life is just a lowly abyss
But every time I am my premonitions get a holy assist
Nobody told me you would hold me like this
Nobody told me you would show me the gist of love
Before you blowed me a kiss
Or showed me your gifts
I'm sorry I ain't protect you and I left you as the loneliest miss
Only insist you at least make a couple seconds
Will I see you again
I guess my faith's the question
I don't know if I can make it to that place you resting
God if you hear this and I'll get in heaven
My sky falling yeah I know how it sounds
Am I the last man on earth or is there no one around
Cuz I can't hear the noise of this boisterous town
I even tried to scream but no voice could be found
And as the angels coming for you down from the clouds
I look up
The father taught keep my eyes of the ground
And now they vision unclear
Cuz they envisioning years
And now they filling with tears
And honestly if I could breathe I would drown