Ghad - Shawdy Lyrics

Shawdy its ok
Its alright yeah
Shawdy yeah ay
Lil shawdy yeah she fixed in my head ey yeah
Lil shawdy got that fortnite medi kit
We keep on goin and goin oh yeah
We just start over and over again
You let me loose
Then reel me back in
Still lil shawdy there is some things you dont understand
Know whats the problem
Cant say whats the problem
That shit just be f*cking my head
I know that not talkin
An option
But this shit right here got me glued to the bed
Actually in bed you suposed to get some rest
Cant get no f*ckin rest
With all this on my chest
So much on my mind
Hook wont even fit
It dont matter
This aint for the benefit
Im slowly dying inside
Im slowly loosing my mind
Loosing the love of my life
While i just stand on the side
Baby im scarred up from all of these battles wit time
Please girl dont hate me i know ive been shady
Been battlin my false sense of pride
Look at me
Shawdy
Look at you
Im a fool
Im a crazy fool
Imma ruin you
Take the risk yeah its all on you
Sometimes i feel like
This doesnt feel right
But you could make it feel right
When it seems like
When it seems like the good days are over
But they could come back any minute
Eleven and fiftynine minutes if we stay persistent
But first girl be quite and listen
Seems like the good days are over
I was so blinded i thought we were chosen
I used to vibe in the moment
Lately all i do is spend time in the moment
You be askin whats on my mind in those moments
I just tell you that im fine but im broken
How i really feel inside stays unspoken
Still you shed a little light when you hold me
Dead man walkin
Why i gotta lie all the f*ckin time
Hide whats inside
Whats really on my mind
When all this shit i cant even hide
Even if i tried
See it with closed eyes
Girl i got these demons
That i keep on feedin
They be tryna feed off my soul and mind
Girl i got my reasons
Please believe it
Please be patient when i fall behind
Just need some time
And some sweet lovin
Just need some time to heal myself
Cause i spent some time locked in my shell
All that time didnt do me well
Just need some time and some sweet lovin
Cant hold this back anymore
Cant pretend my eyes are closed
Read between the lines i wrote
You probably mad at this song
But if its like that girl girl then it be so
I got one mission im cleansing soul
Thats all im doing be mad if you want
Still you should know
You get me high to the moon
Like an astronaut baby
You switch up all of my gears
Got me going nascar baby
Got me maxin out the dash
Shit
Im really tryin not to crash
Shit
Its hard to realise what you hit
Shit
When you goin so damn fast
Lil shawdy yeah she fixed in my head ey yeah
Lil shawdy got that fortnite medi kit
We keep on goin and goin oh yeah
We just start over and over again
You let me loose
Then reel me back in
Still lil shawdy there is some things you dont understand