Marcus Video (MV)

Covered in sweat when I wake up
Want to ball but I can't lay up
Can't speak on my emotions write em down so Ghost can say them
Marcus what's your problem I got demons just can't shake them
Want to blame it on my father but a better man replaced him
What can I do it's 2022 I still can't find the truth
I been fighting with myself and don't know who's gone win or lose
In my head I'm seeing faces trying to hide them with these blues
Devil on my shoulder angel steady trying to make a truce
I'm gone make it that I promise
Won't be coming home till august
Mirror on the wall got me staring deep into my darkness
I put up my guard can only let them see me at my hardest
Wan to speak my mind so much but I got tired of starting problems
Covered in sweat when I wake up
Want to ball but I can't lay up
Can't speak on my emotions write em down so Ghost can say them
Marcus what's your problem I got demons just can't shake them
Want to blame it on my father but a better man replaced him
Put my feelings in these songs
Because thats the only healing that I know
Can't fight these thought so I just let them grow
DND the world please leave me alone
Fallen soldiers graze my camera roll
Shed a tear I heard your voice over the phone
Won't say your name prefer in peace you rest your soul
Look for guidance on this dark and lonely road
My warmth when skies be growing cold
You been gone for way to long
Blame myself I know it's wrong
Smile in public but break down when I'm alone
Keep my hands up on my pole
Because I'm scared of the unknown
Forgive me lord for my sins I must atone
Covered in sweat when I wake up
Want to ball but I can't lay up
Can't speak on my emotions write em down so Ghost can say them
Marcus what's your problem I got demons just can't shake them
Want to blame it on my father but a better man replaced him