Third born still I'm tryna get my family a change
My brother the black sheep of the family supposed to be running the game
Feel like I'm running these laps all alone
Yeah we're supposed to be making a change
Feel like I'm running these laps all alone
Yeah we're supposed to be making a change
Picking it up I'm taking these drugs just to numb the pain
Picking it up I'm sipping mud just tryna numb the pain
Looking back at memories I'm scrolling through the vhs
If I knew what I knew back then i probably would've been my best
Find it hard to see my niece hope she don't grow up without a dad
Uncle gibby I wish that I could really see my dad
Just let it go
Let it go
I let it go
Sorry for them nights I made you stay up
Sorry for the miscommunications I won't wait up
How can I trust you when I can't even trust myself
How can I trust you when I can't even trust myself
Yeah its hard being me barely getting sleep
Know all these lates nights they gown pay right
Soon I'm living my dream
Uh-uh living my dream
Uh-uh baddies on me
Armed and dangerous up in the stars I hope they pray for us
The third born still I'm tryna get my family a change
My brother the black sheep of the family supposed to be running the game
Feel like I'm running these laps all alone
Yeah we're supposed to be making a change
Feel like I'm running these laps all alone
Yeah we're supposed to be making a change
Third born still im tryna get my family a change
My brother the black sheep of the family supposed to be running the game
Feel like I'm running these laps all alone
Yeah we're supposed to be making a change
Feel like I'm running these laps all alone
Yeah we're supposed to be making a change
Picking it up I'm taking these drugs just to numb the pain
Picking it up I'm sipping mud just Tryna numb the pain
Looking back at memories I'm scrolling through the vhs
If I knew what I knew back then i probably would've been my best
Find it hard to see my niece hope she don't grow up without a dad
Uncle gibby I wish that I could really see my dad
Just let it go
Let it go
I let it go
Sorry for those nights I made you stay up (made you stay up)
Sorry for the miscommunications I won't wait up
How can I trust you when I can't even trust myself
How can I trust you when I can't even trust myself
Yeah its hard being me barely getting sleep
Know all these lates nights they gown pay right
Soon I'm living my dream