Gidi - Clear Eyes Lyrics

Lately I, lately I've been
Hurting I, hurting I've been
Struggling for some time
Longing for your gladder eyes
Last summertime, lost summertime
Am I blind cause I'm blood?
You, you taught me
So much, you
Your solar grin
Lost your sunny features your growing to bitter
Your harsher sides, your only sides now
Lately I, lately I've been
Hurting I, hurting I've been
Struggling for some time
Looking for some better winds
Looking for a better life
Oh I
I'm killing fire
I'm searching for
I'm searching for
Clear Eyes
Oh yeah
Hiding how I feel
Compromises my soul
Wide smile all they'll see
Faking took its toll
Think I lost my fire
Burnt out I'm feeling old
Don't know how I'm coping
When they only see the Persona, yeah
Harsh lines on my face
Another image that I chase
I can't show my face
I can't show my face
An issue that's only for me
I'm existing, I want to be living
I think I f*cked my family up by moving to LA
My momma dying, crying hoping that my bro's okay
He broke his leg two years ago
He hasn't been the same
I seen his pain
I seen him cry for the first time just today
I seen his eyes, and feel that I'm falling apart
Those sunny frames and hopeful are feeling farther apart
Broken spirit, somebody tell me that I'm not at fault
In the city of angels, eighty degrees
But my thoughts are so dark
Dark, dark, dark, dark
Dark, so dark, oh oh dark
So dark