Sleeping with my eyes wide open
Walking through the doors I closed in my head
Tell me which way I'm going
Haven't heard nothing yet
'Cause the voices keep growing louder
Scared I should've stayed when I already left
The older I get it's harder
More time and more life to regret
I've tried
Paint new pictures, not stay bitter
Keep a pretty face
I say I'm fine
Show you the sides I hide away
But I can't help but keep them out of frame
Funny how people change you
Told myself I'd never be the girl
To lose herself in someone's issues
Now I'm the one who's hurt
Feeling like I'll never learn
What's it like to keep a promise?
What's it like to be honest?
I've tried
Paint new pictures, not stay bitter
Keep a pretty face
I say I'm fine
Show you the sides I hide away
But I can't help but keep them out of frame