I'm running low on serotonin
Chemical imbalance got me twisting things
Stabilize with medicine
There's no depth to these feelings
Dig deep, can't hide
From the corners of my mind
I'm terrified of what's inside
I get
Intrusive thoughts like cutting my hands off
Like jumping in front of a bus
Like how do I make this stop
When it feels like my therapist hates me
Please don't let me go crazy
Put me in a field with daisies
Might not work but I'll take a maybe
Oh, been breaking daily
But only me can save me
So I'm capitulating
Crying like a f*cking baby
I'm running low on serotonin
Chemical imbalance got me twisting things
Stabilize with medicine
But there's no depth to these feelings
Dig deep, can't hide
From the corners of my mind
I'm terrified of what's inside
I get
Intrusive thoughts
Like burning my hair off
Like hurting somebody I love
Like does it ever really stop?
When there's control I lose it
Incredibly impulsive
So scared I'm gonna end up doing something stupid
But I try to contain it
Oh, it gets so draining
It's like my heart is failing
Every night I'm contemplating
My inner voices saying, "tough"
So I try to brush it off
Yeah, try to brush it off
I'm running low on serotonin
Chemical imbalance got me twisting things
Stabilize with medicine
But there's no depth to these feelings
Dig deep, can't hide
From the corners of my mind
I'm terrified of what's inside
Girl In Red - if i could make it go quiet Album Lyrics
Girl In Red - if i could make it go quiet Lyrics
Writer: Marie Ulven Ringheim
Copyright: Lyrics © Universal Music Publishing Group, Kobalt Music Publishing Ltd.
Copyright: Lyrics © Universal Music Publishing Group, Kobalt Music Publishing Ltd.
Did You Come?
You should know better now
To f*ck it up and f*ck around
See yourself through my eyes
You're so fake, it's all lies
Was she good? Just what you liked?
Did you cum? How many times?
Tell the truth, wait, nevermind
I can't forgive, I can't forget
I should have known you're full of it
I'm not upset, I'm f*cking pissed
I spelled it out, you're illiterate
Did you do the things you know I like?
Roll your tongue, make her cum twenty times?
Don't tell me to relax or try to get me back
I'm packing up your bags
You should know better now
To f*ck it up and f*ck around
See yourself through my eyes
You're so fake, it's all lies
Was she good? Just what you liked?
Did you cum? How many times?
Tell the truth, wait, nevermind
Never listen to a monologue
Told by a lying fraud
I don't need to make sense
Of all your bullshit reasons
Did you listen to her heartbeat like you did with me?
Was it more than sex? Pure physicality
Don't bother giving me any more bad apologies
You should know better now
To f*ck it up and f*ck around
See yourself through my eyes
You're so fake, it's all lies
Was she good? Just what you liked?
Did you cum? How many times?
Tell the truth, wait, nevermind
She was a different kind, made you feel satisfied
Momentary happiness makes you feel alive
You had it all but you get be easily seduced by
The things that rip me apart
I'm a safe bet but you get intrigued
By uncertainty and mystique
Was I stupid enough to believe
you would change that for me?
To f*ck it up and f*ck around
See yourself through my eyes
You're so fake, it's all lies
Was she good? Just what you liked?
Did you cum? How many times?
Tell the truth, wait, nevermind
I can't forgive, I can't forget
I should have known you're full of it
I'm not upset, I'm f*cking pissed
I spelled it out, you're illiterate
Did you do the things you know I like?
Roll your tongue, make her cum twenty times?
Don't tell me to relax or try to get me back
I'm packing up your bags
You should know better now
To f*ck it up and f*ck around
See yourself through my eyes
You're so fake, it's all lies
Was she good? Just what you liked?
Did you cum? How many times?
Tell the truth, wait, nevermind
Never listen to a monologue
Told by a lying fraud
I don't need to make sense
Of all your bullshit reasons
Did you listen to her heartbeat like you did with me?
Was it more than sex? Pure physicality
Don't bother giving me any more bad apologies
You should know better now
To f*ck it up and f*ck around
See yourself through my eyes
You're so fake, it's all lies
Was she good? Just what you liked?
Did you cum? How many times?
Tell the truth, wait, nevermind
She was a different kind, made you feel satisfied
Momentary happiness makes you feel alive
You had it all but you get be easily seduced by
The things that rip me apart
I'm a safe bet but you get intrigued
By uncertainty and mystique
Was I stupid enough to believe
you would change that for me?
Writer: Marie Ulven Ringheim
Copyright: Lyrics © Universal Music Publishing Group, Kobalt Music Publishing Ltd.
Copyright: Lyrics © Universal Music Publishing Group, Kobalt Music Publishing Ltd.
Body and Mind
I've been in the deep end since I realized
There is a difference between body and mind
I've been at my lowest for the longest time
Knowing my existence is not one of a kind
But I've had my deepest cries for now
My heart's out
My guard's down
Yeah, I've had my deepest cries for now
My heart's out
My guard's down
I've been seeking solace in the strangest of things
Getting my hands dirty while I beat out the kinks
I've been chasing everything that makes me feel cold
Practicing self love is something I don't really know
So I suppose
I cannot live like this no more
Filling a lifetime with remorse
I'm closing up the void
But I've had my deepest cries for now
My heart's out
My guard's down
Yeah, I've had my deepest cries for now
My heart's out
My guard's down
Been in the deep end since I realized
There is a difference between body and mind
If I could make it go quiet inside
Get some rest for my weary eyes
Tonight, I'm giving my all for a remedy
Grant myself serenity
But if I don't leave it all behind
But I've had my deepest cries for now
My heart's out
My guard's down
Yeah, I've had my deepest cries for now
My heart's out
My guard's down
There is a difference between body and mind
I've been at my lowest for the longest time
Knowing my existence is not one of a kind
But I've had my deepest cries for now
My heart's out
My guard's down
Yeah, I've had my deepest cries for now
My heart's out
My guard's down
I've been seeking solace in the strangest of things
Getting my hands dirty while I beat out the kinks
I've been chasing everything that makes me feel cold
Practicing self love is something I don't really know
So I suppose
I cannot live like this no more
Filling a lifetime with remorse
I'm closing up the void
But I've had my deepest cries for now
My heart's out
My guard's down
Yeah, I've had my deepest cries for now
My heart's out
My guard's down
Been in the deep end since I realized
There is a difference between body and mind
If I could make it go quiet inside
Get some rest for my weary eyes
Tonight, I'm giving my all for a remedy
Grant myself serenity
But if I don't leave it all behind
But I've had my deepest cries for now
My heart's out
My guard's down
Yeah, I've had my deepest cries for now
My heart's out
My guard's down
Writer: Marie Ulven Ringheim
Copyright: Lyrics © Universal Music Publishing Group, Kobalt Music Publishing Ltd.
Copyright: Lyrics © Universal Music Publishing Group, Kobalt Music Publishing Ltd.
hornylovesickmess
I'm in New York, thinking of you
Wondering what you are up to
From this lonely-ass hotel room
With a pretty good lookin' view
I am somewhere in the states
Going somewhere on a plane
It doesn't really matter as long as I'm
Always far away
Or maybe on a bus for months straight
Shit's fun but I'm going insane
Like it's been months since I've had sex
I'm just a horny little lovesick mess
And I don't wanna be the type of person who calls you up
Every time I need to get off but
I guess that's who I'm turning into
Oh f*ck
Down at Times Square in the rain
There's a billboard with my face
It's so weird how things have changed
Think about it every day
If I ever make it back
Will I find what we once had?
Guess I ruined us pretty bad
Oh-whoa
I'm in the same city as you
But I still don't come through
'Cause I've got so much to do
And that's the shittiest excuse
So don't ever take me back
Let's just face the fact
I treated you like trash
And you deserve more than that
My love comes out at midnight
My love comes out at midnight
My love comes out at midnight
My love comes out at midnight
My love comes out at midnight
Wondering what you are up to
From this lonely-ass hotel room
With a pretty good lookin' view
I am somewhere in the states
Going somewhere on a plane
It doesn't really matter as long as I'm
Always far away
Or maybe on a bus for months straight
Shit's fun but I'm going insane
Like it's been months since I've had sex
I'm just a horny little lovesick mess
And I don't wanna be the type of person who calls you up
Every time I need to get off but
I guess that's who I'm turning into
Oh f*ck
Down at Times Square in the rain
There's a billboard with my face
It's so weird how things have changed
Think about it every day
If I ever make it back
Will I find what we once had?
Guess I ruined us pretty bad
Oh-whoa
I'm in the same city as you
But I still don't come through
'Cause I've got so much to do
And that's the shittiest excuse
So don't ever take me back
Let's just face the fact
I treated you like trash
And you deserve more than that
My love comes out at midnight
My love comes out at midnight
My love comes out at midnight
My love comes out at midnight
My love comes out at midnight
Writer: Marie Ulven Ringheim
Copyright: Lyrics © Universal Music Publishing Group, Kobalt Music Publishing Ltd.
Copyright: Lyrics © Universal Music Publishing Group, Kobalt Music Publishing Ltd.
midnight love
I know I don't want to
Be the one that you run to
When you got nowhere else to go
When you need some love
I know I'm the last one
You try to call but
I always give in
To give you it all
Oh, oh
I can't be your midnight love
Oh, oh, oh
When your silver is my gold
Oh, oh, oh
In this light, I swear I'm blind
Oh, oh, oh
In this light, I swear you're mine
I hope that the right time one day arrives
So, I'll be willing to let this die
Able to look you right in the eyes
Say I'm not your consolation prize
Oh, oh
I can't be your midnight love
Oh, oh, oh
When your silver is my gold
Oh, oh, oh
In this light, I swear I'm blind
Oh, oh, oh
In this light, I swear you're mine
I can't be your second best
Close but not your favorite
I keep going back for more
Where there's nothing from before
I can't be your midnight love
Oh, oh, oh
When your silver is my gold
I can't be your second best
Close but not your favorite
I keep going back for more
Where there's nothing from before
Be the one that you run to
When you got nowhere else to go
When you need some love
I know I'm the last one
You try to call but
I always give in
To give you it all
Oh, oh
I can't be your midnight love
Oh, oh, oh
When your silver is my gold
Oh, oh, oh
In this light, I swear I'm blind
Oh, oh, oh
In this light, I swear you're mine
I hope that the right time one day arrives
So, I'll be willing to let this die
Able to look you right in the eyes
Say I'm not your consolation prize
Oh, oh
I can't be your midnight love
Oh, oh, oh
When your silver is my gold
Oh, oh, oh
In this light, I swear I'm blind
Oh, oh, oh
In this light, I swear you're mine
I can't be your second best
Close but not your favorite
I keep going back for more
Where there's nothing from before
I can't be your midnight love
Oh, oh, oh
When your silver is my gold
I can't be your second best
Close but not your favorite
I keep going back for more
Where there's nothing from before
Writer: Marie Ulven Ringheim
Copyright: Lyrics © Universal Music Publishing Group, Kobalt Music Publishing Ltd.
Copyright: Lyrics © Universal Music Publishing Group, Kobalt Music Publishing Ltd.
You Stupid Bitch
You let the wrong people love you
Ooh-whoa, whoa, ooh-whoa, whoa
But you don't see that, do you?
No-whoa, no-whoa
When you cry and need my comfort
Ooh-whoa, whoa, ooh-whoa, whoa
I drop everything to come over
Ooh-whoa, whoa, ooh-whoa, whoa
Don't bite your lip or grit your teeth
Just count to ten and try to breathe
You stupid bitch, can't you see?
The perfect one for you is me
The perfect one for you is me
The perfect one for you is me
You stupid bitch, can't you see?
The perfect one for you is me
You don't know what you deserve
That's why you end up hurt
But you never listen
Take my advice as criticism
Then make the worst decisions
Ooh-whoa, whoa, ooh-whoa, whoa
Don't bite your lip or grit your teeth
Just count to ten and try to breathe
You stupid bitch, can't you see?
The perfect one for you is me
The perfect one for you is me
The perfect one for you is me
You stupid bitch, can't you see?
The perfect one for you is me
Don't bite your lip or grit your teeth
Just count to ten and try to breathe
You stupid bitch, can't you see?
The perfect one for you is me
The perfect one for you is me
The perfect one for you is me
You stupid bitch, can't you see?
The perfect one for you is me
Ooh-whoa, whoa, ooh-whoa, whoa
But you don't see that, do you?
No-whoa, no-whoa
When you cry and need my comfort
Ooh-whoa, whoa, ooh-whoa, whoa
I drop everything to come over
Ooh-whoa, whoa, ooh-whoa, whoa
Don't bite your lip or grit your teeth
Just count to ten and try to breathe
You stupid bitch, can't you see?
The perfect one for you is me
The perfect one for you is me
The perfect one for you is me
You stupid bitch, can't you see?
The perfect one for you is me
You don't know what you deserve
That's why you end up hurt
But you never listen
Take my advice as criticism
Then make the worst decisions
Ooh-whoa, whoa, ooh-whoa, whoa
Don't bite your lip or grit your teeth
Just count to ten and try to breathe
You stupid bitch, can't you see?
The perfect one for you is me
The perfect one for you is me
The perfect one for you is me
You stupid bitch, can't you see?
The perfect one for you is me
Don't bite your lip or grit your teeth
Just count to ten and try to breathe
You stupid bitch, can't you see?
The perfect one for you is me
The perfect one for you is me
The perfect one for you is me
You stupid bitch, can't you see?
The perfect one for you is me
Writer: Marie Ulven Ringheim
Copyright: Lyrics © Universal Music Publishing Group, Kobalt Music Publishing Ltd.
Copyright: Lyrics © Universal Music Publishing Group, Kobalt Music Publishing Ltd.
rue
I remember you couldn't stop crying
You found me when I thought I was dying
Believe me when I say
I tried so hard to change
All the crazy shit I made you do
The long nights you held me through
Believe me when I say
I could never be saved
Be saved
Yeah, I tried
To get it off my mind
To leave it all behind
Don't wanna make it worse
I'm gonna make it work
Yeah, I tried
To get it off my mind
To leave it all behind
Don't wanna make it worse
I'm gonna make it work
I remember you stayed up all night
To make sure I was alright
Believe me when I say
I would have done the same
I hate the way my brain is wired
Can't trust my mind, it's such a liar
Believe me when I say
I can't carry the weight
The weight
Yeah, I tried
To get it off my mind
To leave it all behind
Don't wanna make it worse
I'm gonna make it work
Yeah, I tried
To get it off my mind
To leave it all behind
Don't wanna make it worse
I'm gonna make it work
Oh, I will make it work, I'll make it work
I'll make it work
Oh, I will make it work, I'll make it work
I'll make it work
Oh, I just left the dirt, yeah, off the curb
I'll do the work
Oh, I, I'm so disturbed, can't fix the hurt
Can't fix the hurt
Yeah, I tried
To get it off my mind
To leave it all behind
Don't wanna make it worse
I'm gonna make it work
Yeah, I tried
Yeah, I tried
Yeah, I tried
Yeah, I tried
You found me when I thought I was dying
Believe me when I say
I tried so hard to change
All the crazy shit I made you do
The long nights you held me through
Believe me when I say
I could never be saved
Be saved
Yeah, I tried
To get it off my mind
To leave it all behind
Don't wanna make it worse
I'm gonna make it work
Yeah, I tried
To get it off my mind
To leave it all behind
Don't wanna make it worse
I'm gonna make it work
I remember you stayed up all night
To make sure I was alright
Believe me when I say
I would have done the same
I hate the way my brain is wired
Can't trust my mind, it's such a liar
Believe me when I say
I can't carry the weight
The weight
Yeah, I tried
To get it off my mind
To leave it all behind
Don't wanna make it worse
I'm gonna make it work
Yeah, I tried
To get it off my mind
To leave it all behind
Don't wanna make it worse
I'm gonna make it work
Oh, I will make it work, I'll make it work
I'll make it work
Oh, I will make it work, I'll make it work
I'll make it work
Oh, I just left the dirt, yeah, off the curb
I'll do the work
Oh, I, I'm so disturbed, can't fix the hurt
Can't fix the hurt
Yeah, I tried
To get it off my mind
To leave it all behind
Don't wanna make it worse
I'm gonna make it work
Yeah, I tried
Yeah, I tried
Yeah, I tried
Yeah, I tried
Writer: Marie Ulven Ringheim
Copyright: Lyrics © Universal Music Publishing Group, Kobalt Music Publishing Ltd.
Copyright: Lyrics © Universal Music Publishing Group, Kobalt Music Publishing Ltd.
Apartment 402
There's a pain
There's no doubt
I've been through hell
But on my way out
And all the ways I've been torn
Stripped my heart to the core
All of my fears combined
Walking the thinnest of lines
When the sunlight hits the dust
And I can't get up
When the noise is way too much
I close the void and burn it off
But there's a crack in every wall
Is there a way out after all?
If I lose my grip and fall will I?
There's a place
With no hate
Touched by grace
Quiet as faith
Emptied my heart
Laid down my cards
Played my best part
Wanting a new start
All of my fears combined
Taught me to run and hide
When the sunlight hits the dust
And I can't get up
When the noise is way too much
I close the void and burn it off
But there's a crack in every wall
Is there a way out after all?
If I lose my grip and fall will I?
There's a dissonance in all that I do
Yeah, nothing feels right or true
Black out on the floor just once more
The place I call my home
Yeah, I could die here and nobody would know
Die here and nobody would know
When the sunlight hits the dust
And I can't get up
When the noise is just too much
I close the void and burn it off
But there's a crack in every wall
Is there a way out after all?
If I lose my grip and fall
Will I die?
There's no doubt
I've been through hell
But on my way out
And all the ways I've been torn
Stripped my heart to the core
All of my fears combined
Walking the thinnest of lines
When the sunlight hits the dust
And I can't get up
When the noise is way too much
I close the void and burn it off
But there's a crack in every wall
Is there a way out after all?
If I lose my grip and fall will I?
There's a place
With no hate
Touched by grace
Quiet as faith
Emptied my heart
Laid down my cards
Played my best part
Wanting a new start
All of my fears combined
Taught me to run and hide
When the sunlight hits the dust
And I can't get up
When the noise is way too much
I close the void and burn it off
But there's a crack in every wall
Is there a way out after all?
If I lose my grip and fall will I?
There's a dissonance in all that I do
Yeah, nothing feels right or true
Black out on the floor just once more
The place I call my home
Yeah, I could die here and nobody would know
Die here and nobody would know
When the sunlight hits the dust
And I can't get up
When the noise is just too much
I close the void and burn it off
But there's a crack in every wall
Is there a way out after all?
If I lose my grip and fall
Will I die?
Writer: Marie Ulven Ringheim
Copyright: Lyrics © Universal Music Publishing Group, Kobalt Music Publishing Ltd.
Copyright: Lyrics © Universal Music Publishing Group, Kobalt Music Publishing Ltd.
Ill Call You Mine
Sitting in the backseat
We're driving so fast
Hands out the window
We're not going back
Summer on a green hill
Laughing so loud
Taking my body
And you're taking it down
Break me down
And I'll call you mine
And I know I've been around
And I'll call you mine and I'll
Break me down
And I'll call you mine
And I know I've been around
Sitting in the backseat
We're driving so fast
Living in a daydream
It's too good to last
Rainy days and bad luck
Coming my way
I look for you when I am lost
So I don't go insane
Break me down
And I'll call you mine
And I know I've been around
And I'll call you mine, so I'll
Break me down
And I'll call you mine
And I know I've been around
Show me that you really care
That you're really here
Show me that you're gonna stay
On my worst days
Hold me like you'll never leave
Like you'll never leave
Like you'll never leave
Break me down
And I'll call you mine
And I know I've been around
Break me down
And I'll call you mine
And I know I've been around
And I'll call you mine and I'll
Break me down
And I'll call you mine
And I know I've been around
We're driving so fast
Hands out the window
We're not going back
Summer on a green hill
Laughing so loud
Taking my body
And you're taking it down
Break me down
And I'll call you mine
And I know I've been around
And I'll call you mine and I'll
Break me down
And I'll call you mine
And I know I've been around
Sitting in the backseat
We're driving so fast
Living in a daydream
It's too good to last
Rainy days and bad luck
Coming my way
I look for you when I am lost
So I don't go insane
Break me down
And I'll call you mine
And I know I've been around
And I'll call you mine, so I'll
Break me down
And I'll call you mine
And I know I've been around
Show me that you really care
That you're really here
Show me that you're gonna stay
On my worst days
Hold me like you'll never leave
Like you'll never leave
Like you'll never leave
Break me down
And I'll call you mine
And I know I've been around
Break me down
And I'll call you mine
And I know I've been around
And I'll call you mine and I'll
Break me down
And I'll call you mine
And I know I've been around
Writer: Marie Ulven Ringheim
Copyright: Lyrics © Universal Music Publishing Group, Kobalt Music Publishing Ltd.
Copyright: Lyrics © Universal Music Publishing Group, Kobalt Music Publishing Ltd.
Copyright: Lyrics © Original Writer and Publisher
If I Could Make It Go Quiet (stylized in all lowercase) is the debut studio album by Norwegian musician Girl in Red, released independently through AWAL and her own World in Red label on 30 April 2021, after being delayed due to the COVID-19 pandemic.
It was primarily produced by the musician herself alongside Matias Tellez and features additional production from Finneas O'Connell.
Sonically, it has been described as a more ambitious, mature, and developed continuation of the musician's previous bedroom pop and indie rock musical style established in the early EPs Chapter 1 (2018) and Chapter 2 (2019).
Lyrically, the singer has described the record as an "emotional recap" of the year 2020 in which she explores her personal mental health experiences as well as "the different sides of love".
Performed By:
Girl In RedIt was primarily produced by the musician herself alongside Matias Tellez and features additional production from Finneas O'Connell.
Sonically, it has been described as a more ambitious, mature, and developed continuation of the musician's previous bedroom pop and indie rock musical style established in the early EPs Chapter 1 (2018) and Chapter 2 (2019).
Lyrically, the singer has described the record as an "emotional recap" of the year 2020 in which she explores her personal mental health experiences as well as "the different sides of love".
Genre(s): Indie pop, indie rock, pop
Producer(s): Girl in Red, Matias Tellez, Finneas
Length: 33:09
Released: April 30th, 2021
Year: 2021