Holding on to My Mind (feat. Antisocialyesi) Video (MV)

You can see in my eyes I'm faking
Lately I been patiently waiting
I can't get out my mind, thoughts racing
Daily, drifting in this day dream

Just another day I don't want be here (In this day dream)
Walking around looking at these people
I been off the goomies tryna think clear (I'm escaping)
S*** make me think why we ain't all equal
On to the next
Crushing these perks straight to head
Voice in my head say i'm better off dead
Pop me a flat and just lay in my bed
I'll do that instead
Look in the mirror say boy you a wreck
End of the day
Strong heart in me will not let me bend
Get through the weeks only with dread
Only with dread
I can't go for too much longer
Nobody knows that there's a problem
Vulnerability give me access
But we can take it slow
Im a tortured soul

You can see in my eyes I'm faking
Lately I been patiently waiting
I can't get out my mind, thoughts racing
Daily, drifting in this day dream

Rock out, oh yea, oh yea
If you found out what's inside me
Wait for me, won't be too late
By myself, going through some things
Would you ride for me
Would you die for me, you
Just come through
What you got to lose
Think about life you can riddle me this
On the corner like a penalty kick
30 milligrams but ain't feeling it yet
Say i'm not a fiend but i definitely is
Druggy but your b**** wanna f*** me
Tell me slide through when you ain't at the crib
I'm really out here why you telling them fibs
Toying with death, deep end, let me drift

You can see in my eyes I'm faking
Lately I been patiently waiting
I can't get out my mind, thoughts racing
Daily, drifting in this day dream