You can say imma perfectionist
The only thing I tolerate is brilliance and excellence
Like I'm trying to hold my temperament
I'm sick of these people when they question my intelligence
Go tell it therapist, get rid of all your problems, yo just take another sedative
But I just use it to my Benefit
Like you just let this predator loose and I'm in my element
A Schizophrenic in development
They say it's very evident I need to see a specialist
Why you always such a pessimist
I don't know what to tell ya I'm just crazy for the hell of it
I wish you could look deep inside
I wish you could meet the darkness I hide
It's mind that gets the best of me
No matter what the outcome it just fills with negativity
Contemplating and overthink it
I don't know why I try so hard when all they wants simplicity
And they say they want the best for me
But they could give a f*ck what I'm putting on my social feed
That's what funny bout Hypocrisy
The ones supposed to have my back are calling me a wannabe
Do you know what it's like
To put your heart and your soul into every line that you write
And all these people saying that you just wasting your life
You should be going to school, like you ain't doin this right
I'm here to tell ya that I'm not giving up
And no matter the challenge
Imma be rising above
Like It's time to claim my spot at the top it's time to say f*ck it enough is enough
I wish you could look deep inside
I wish you could meet the darkness I hide
Only time will tell if I'm losing my mind
As long as I can say I did this with pride
F*ck
What do I gotta do to prove I got what it takes
How do I have to show you I was born for the stage
I Wrote a couple parodies, back in my younger age
Who woulda thought it would lead to people chanting my name
Because I want you to doubt me
But you not gunna stop me
Like I know what I got
And that's my family behind me
So I keep moving on, and I hold onto my dream and I think to myself
"Oh how nice all this Could be"