Gnash - fear Lyrics

I'm afraid of flying
'Cause I'm afraid of dying
Without getting to tell you goodbye
And I could take a Xanax
To try and manage the panic
But I'll probably end up wondering why
I'm afraid of waking up
To someone breaking in
And taking every little thing that I love
Now the monsters from my bed
And the monsters in my head
Are friends, I guess it's just part of growing up

Don't waste your time
Telling me it's gonna be fine
'Cause even if you were right
I'd still have one thing on my mind

I'll always be afraid of losing you, I will
I'll always be afraid of losing you, I will
I don't wanna have to figure out
How I'm gonna learn to live without
There's nothing in the world that I can do
I'll always be afraid of losing you

I hate to admit it, I'd avoid it if I could
But if I could die before you then you best believe I would
And I know it sounds dramatic and you might not understand it
But I don't think that I can stand the pain
Didn't answer when I called you, then I thought what if I lost you
And that feeling never really went away

I'll always be afraid of losing you, I will
I'll always be afraid of losing you, I will
I don't wanna have to figure out
How I'm gonna learn to live without
There's nothing in the world that I can do
I'll always be afraid of losing you

Do do do do do do do
I'll always be afraid of losing you
Do do do do do do do

I don't have to try hide the fear
When you and I are quiet lying here
There's nothing in the world that I can do
I'll always be afraid of losing you