Gnedds - Currents Lyrics

Yea
I wonder if I'm being too honest
I keep repeating my words or too modest
I really wanna grow so I settle for the phonics, like a phoenix
I wanna show I'm really trying man I promise
Every day that I write I keep tryna find a new rhyme
If I can't then I'll settle for the first in line
Type it out find the meaning
Like I'm playing hide and seek with each line
I'm really use to going fast, but the tempo's eighty-nine
So I'ma take my time, I'm tired of the cheesy rhymes
I need something deeper something that connects within your mind
Something that I'll say that you would give some time
Just to ponder and figure out
Why it feels your life revolves around that string
Like wire, asking "why are, people liars?"
Need to evacuate like fire
We have a need to know what's next, its dire

The more I think the more I that inquire
Questions about the skills that I've acquired
The feats that I've accomplished and admired
How many goals do I have to hit before I can retire?
Is it premature to think about the future or
Does preparation really cure the trepidation
That I feel before, peeling back the curtain
On a new unusual occurrence
Try to fight the currents
Become caught up in the torrent
Found the reason why and then I tore it
Released a song so that I could tour it
This my third release but I feel newer to it
I really hope I don't get green and then have to say I blew it
Whats the reason for being real
If failure seems to be whats true?
Am I really working for the king
Or will he ask me
"Who are you?"
"What did you do?"
"Did you live your life in faith
Or did you just try to make it through?"