Caught in a landslide
From years of abuse
I know the ending
So what is the use
Of fighting these demons
They know all my truth
I just don't want to feel like
Like I was born to lose
I like whiskey in winter
Cold beer in the spring
Margaritas in summer
Fall I'll drink anything
I was having the time of my life
Until I realized I was barely alive
I'm not saying that I'll never return
I just need some time away from letting it burn, oh I was
Caught in a landslide
From years of abuse
I know the ending
So what is the use
Of fighting these demons
They know all my truth
I just don't want to feel like
Like I was born to lose
Like I was born to lose
I always end up
Back in the room
The one I grew up in
Licking my wounds
I was thinking of taking my life
Changed up my habits
Now I feel too alive
I'm not saying that I'll never return
I just need some time away from letting it burn, oh I was
Caught in a landslide
From years of abuse
I know the ending
So what is the use
Of fighting these demons
They know all my truth
I just don't want to feel like
Like I was born to lose
Like I was born to lose
Like I was born to lose