Staring closely at the wall
I can feel them before I see them
Watching me breathe, mimicking
Marching together as one body
Making shapes and patterns
I just can't follow
I just can't follow it
Please spare me
Spider
You know
What I've done
Where I've been
Bearing witness
Bearing witness
Find it within myself to hate them
From where I lay it all fades away just as it came in
I dreamt of my blood and how it will feel when it stops pumping
In the end, I'll grieve myself, he's not coming back
Bargaining with these spineless little creatures
Biting the hand that feeds them
One more night and I'll go insane
My eyes feel heavy
And I'm looking up for someone else to blame
Spider
You know
What I've done
Where I've been
Bearing witness
Bearing witness
Bearing witness
Bearing witness
Find it within myself
To hate them
From where I lay
It all fades away
I dreamt of my blood
And how it will feel
When it stops pumping
In the end I'll grieve myself
He's not coming back
