How many times do I hold my tongue
No lie it's been all night long
6AM don't tell me I'm numb
And the post light beam hit me am I dumb
Smoke inside of my lungs, I lied
We both did it oh like once
Sent file and she replied, love
Before we met, I knew that's my love
That's my love
Shut my trap and they called my bluff
Wait one time then I'm on my way
Hold that down when I pack my stuff
LSD wanna take that ride
Too good when you're on my side
I feel complete with all of my lies
I don't compete it's all in my mind
Okay
Thought about paying a visit
Caught lying don't be like me
HIT that ball out park
Then I ran back home like MLB
No fine by me
Saw that there
Then I broke down, weeped
Slept like a baby
Knowing it's real is so crazy
Somebody help me be
Oh shit like him on the side
No way, I couldn't believe with my eyes
Bad dreams while meeting demise
I know it's hard when balancing lies
No sleep for weeks when I woke
It felt like someone's hurting my pride
Showed blood had no reaction
Kept walking on while I stayed aside like
How many times do I hold my tongue
No lie it's been all night long
6AM don't tell me I'm numb
And the post light beam hit me am I dumb
Smoke inside of my lungs, I lied
We both did it oh like once
Sent file and she replied, love
Before we met, I knew that's my love
That's my love
Posted up in location
Patient, waiting for you
Unlike me reached out
Car leaned back on the Oceanside
What a view
Dropped me off at like 5
August hit, do we have time to spend
I was over all that when the time hit 10
But I'd do it all again
One time I'm spinning
Oh I don't get it
Oh I know I miss it
I called you back like
A f*ckin hundred times
You had me ah baby
Had me go crazy
How many times do I hold my tongue
No lie it's been all night long
6AM don't tell me I'm numb
And the post light beam hit me am I dumb
Smoke inside of my lungs, I lied
We both did it oh like once
Sent file and she replied, love
Before we met, I knew that's my love