Good God - Leave Me Alone Lyrics

I'm tired of all the faking the lying
And everybody saying they fine
It's probably a waste of my time
Me trying to find out what's been on yo mind
Cuz I can't see this shit like I'm blind
I been going in these loops like I'm Vine
But I can't put this shit in rewind
So I'm a drink dirty lemon lime
I know you think that it's something else
I know I ain't been feeling like myself
Been holding up this shit like a shelf
And I been smoking up this weed like it help
And I wish it made me feel how I felt
But I keep that shit under my belt
So you don't gotta worry about my health
Or if under all this pressure I melt
Feeling like I'm walking on stilts
I don't want yo bitch she a milf
But I'm a keep on drinking my milk
You pussy niggas softer than silk
It's all about the way that you built
It's rocky on the boat when it tilt
That's why the shit I roll smell like filth
I'm high I always look like I'm pilt
I'm struggling trying to deal with the guilt
Cold world need me a quilt
But I'm trying to ball hard like I'm Wilt
But when niggas getting paid they get killed
Secrets yeah I'm keeping em sealed
Empty cup look how it filled
Everyday a nigga get spilled
But I got it out the mud when I knelt
I should stop the charades
I'm lost in my ways
Same book but can't get off of this page
I forgot my heart left it locked in a cage
Forgot everything but ain't forgot about them days
Nowadays life feel like a maze
Lies turn into knives into blades
They be fake it's like they acting in plays
Betcha can't keep up yo act in the grave
Man damn I just don't understand
I keep trying to keep doing what I can
All this shit wasn't part of the plan
F*ck I be saying this shit out of my hands
But I still knock this shit out of the stands
Niggas plot want me chopped like a lamb
But I can't stop trying be who I am
Why they saying I ain't real but I am