@Me Video (MV)

Everybody's looking at me today
And I don't like the way their eyes pierce my brain
I'm disillusioned with the social fast lane
So I'll just pick at my jeans while my friends fade
Cause everybody likes to play the victim
And I don't wanna be like that, be like them
Don't get me started on their Instagram posts
You've lost a follower, I won't be your ghost
Cause everyone's so f*cking problematic
We all need love, but hatred's automatic
Gossip groups converse as they surround me
Everybody's looking at me today
And I don't like the way their eyes pierce my brain
I'm disillusioned with the social fast lane
So I'll just pick at my jeans while my friends fade
You notice nobody you know has grown up
I've seen your parents talk some crap in book club
Pretend like they're above the high school drama
Cheat on their spouses, drink, and belittle us
Cause I'm so sick of being cover model for your tabloids
Your life is not a drama
All obsessed with absolute nothing, nada
Everybody's looking at me today
And I don't like the way their eyes pierce my brain
I'm disillusioned with the social fast lane
So I'll just pick at my jeans while my friends fade
I don't know why none of you like abstract art
Even the best of people's noses turn up
But that's okay
I just don't have the talent to express myself
So here's some shapes like handcuffs
I just complain about what others put out
I'm such a hypocrite but can't shut my mouth
You don't improve yourself with just self call outs
You can't make friends when you're obnoxious, too loud
And when they try to tell me life's worth living
I'll laugh it off cause they don't know a damn thing
The truth is out, my reputation's fading
And I don't feel the need to feel anything