Went from looking out to just looking away
Think it's keeping me sane I can't even complain
Loyalty to my brothers that couldn't be changed
Loyalty to my brothers you couldn't erase
That you couldn't replace
I remember booking them on stage and I wouldn't get paid
Sharing prayers and pain that we couldn't contain
If I lived it again I'd still do it the same
What a beautiful thing
Jot it down like I'm Jay but walk around like I'm Dame
Guess I got a lot of restraint
Life is full of mistakes, that you gotta embrace
It Is what it is, but It ain't what it ain't
The twin cities, my humble abode
Life is busy but under control
Showing love to the people I know
Just as much to the people I don't
Patience and hope; only way that I cope
I'm just taking it slow
Always cutting it close until it comes to a close
Feeling come and it go
But feel it more than before
On every song I record
I used to look for support but now I look to the Lord
'Cause God been pushing me forward
With signs I couldn't ignore
Simpler days in my past but there's no taking me back
This generation is sad I seldom even react
Women say I'm detached like printers it's just the fax
Tryna make something last I gotta clean up my act
Answers I shouldn't have to questions I never asked
People just want to chat I barely got time for that
Think you would understand if you were at where I'm at
Visuals fade to black as I make my way off the track
Shade