When the weather gets cold I know I will too
Promise I still feel you
Imma decay like the leaves, aye
They don't really care until I'm leaving
I don't really care I got my own set of issues
Looking in the mirror like damn, I really miss you
Talking to myself cause I don't got nobody else
No one understands and I don't got the energy to explain myself
I just wanna know why I hate myself
Hate myself
I just wanna know why I hate myself
Hate myself
I feel so alone and I can only blame myself
Cause every time I wanna end it I just push away the help
And I can't do this on my own
But I'm afraid for my own health
And what might happen if you knew about damage that you've dealt
And the panic I been feeling
I can't manage what I'm dealing with
Manage what I'm dealing with
When the weather gets cold I know I will too
Promise I still feel you
Imma decay like the leaves, aye
They don't really care until I'm leaving
I don't really care I got my own set of issues
Looking in the mirror like damn, I really miss you
Talking to myself cause I don't got nobody else
No one understands and I don't got the energy to explain myself
I just wanna know why I hate myself
Hate myself
I just wanna know why I hate myself
Hate myself