Ecapsdaeh Video (MV)

I still remember how it felt, I still cannot catch my breath

I want you to fade away with me

Press through the haze, hit another spliff
Take another drink while we contemplate the skin
I keep face, so you give trust
Well I need space but you need touch
Already undressed, afflicted by stress
I just want to hold you, I don't want sex
My fear is the flesh, I am the best
Example of a man who tries to correct his

Instability with musicality
But reality is casually recurring cordiality
You are arousing but I keep doubting
I swear that I'm better when I'm outside...
Nevermind, I really am nothing but a waste of space
And a deceiving face
Stealing your heart means severing the chest
Then locking it away in cardiac arrest
Cardiac kleptomaniac
And I'd do anything to never give it back
It's a profound thing when you yearn for a soulmate
Then never find confidence to let your soul mate
Yet the body is enticing and I still have impeccable
Timing
I hate it when I feel like I'm vying
Most days I'd rather feel like dying
Maybe I am not meant for this
And maybe I am stuck in this dead state
Pacing as a dead weight
Locked in a safe space

F*ck this headspace

But that head is great so I guess I'll keep going
My mind's screaming stop but I guess I'll keep going

I want you to fade away with me
I want you to stay so we can see
What it takes just to find where your doubt lies
I swear that I'm better when I'm outside