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Mixed feelings for you, I always feel conflicted
It might be love, but just for a minute
Can't deny lust, but trust is less befitting
One minute we're solid, but the next I'm drifting
Mixed feelings for you, I always feel addicted
It might not be real, but still, it's afflicting
A different bond, we get along, I'm thinking
One minute it's love, one minute I'm just wishing
A second, a minute, feeling conflicted while I'm
Predicting the sinking, this ship wasn't built for tides
Inventing a lesson that's so compelling, that I'm
Still failing to mention confessions held inside
Highly critical, difficult, but atypical
Paint a visual, similar to my physicals
Describing the vices I'm self identifying
And self defining brings self awareness, the silver lining
I thought it was you, I thought it was true
I'm playing my ace, you changed the suit
Constructions of love obstruct reality
What is the line between optimism and vanity?
Sanity abandoning, while chemicals do damage
The pessimistic scientific definition damning
Conceptualizing what is love with an absence of uncertainty
But certainly it's hurting me and perfect dreams of her and me
Mixed feelings for you, I always feel conflicted
It might be love, but just for a minute
Can't deny lust, but trust is less befitting
One minute we're solid, but the next I'm drifting
Mixed feelings for you, I always feel addicted
It might not be real, but still, it's afflicting
A different bond, we get along, I'm thinking
One minute it's love, one minute I'm just wishing
Wish me well
Throw a coin in the well, it's luck, oh well, yeah
I don't kiss and tell, I'll never tell, yeah
Our secrets are kept, the truth prevails, yeah
Idolizing and fantasizing comprises thoughts
Larger than life, a love that can't be bought
Unrealistic, create statistics that don't relent
A vision of love, standard that won't be met
Attached to the idea of a fantasy relationship
Related in the name and nothing further to way it is
The pavement is the bridge between the dirt and where my footsteps lay
Partaking in the path away from my imagination
Fake constraints of what it means to love, I'm back to waiting patient
Saying maybe I won't know it 'til I find it, lay in wait for all the sacred traces
Taking places in my heart, they're open spaces
Hoping, praying, not my usual MO but I'm hopeful, ain't it
Mixed feelings for you, I always feel conflicted
It might be love, but just for a minute
Can't deny lust, but trust is less befitting
One minute we're solid, but the next I'm drifting
Mixed feelings for you, I always feel addicted
It might not be real, but still, it's afflicting
A different bond, we get along, I'm thinking
One minute it's love, one minute I'm just wishing