Same situation. my train just left the station and I'm on it. yeah, I'm on it. I know my destination. i've got a great explanation. I'm taking back control of where i'm going. where'm my going? i won't care when i get there but i know i'm always gonna let it go. i can live with the unfair so take me far away, cause i don't want to stay. i can't think of a reason, only know i've got to let this feeling go and find the newest of meanings, cause this has to mean something. new situation, a permanent vacation. feel the freedom, free to feel numb. i'll be pushing my own life now, making sense of the why and how. I'm finding ways to keep myself from stalling. get it started. i won't care when i get there but i know i'm always gonna let it go. i can live with the unfair cause i've just gotta go somewhere that i don't know. i can't think of a reason, only know i've got to let this feeling go and find the newest of meanings, cause this has to mean something, must mean something and i can' help it. i'm not helpless now. this situation, it needs our detication, and i'm on it. yeah, I'm on it. same situation, another mission. it's my decision cause this has to mean something. roll with the punches, deal with the changes. i've got my own permission.