Growing Cold - Sad (The Fragile Version) Lyrics

I'm so sad
I'm crying thinking 'bout you
And there's nothing I can do
Why I do the things I do
It's so mad
We should get high
Maybe then I'd enjoy life
Instead of lows every night
This sickness
Is all I can feel
This illness
Is all I can see
So help me
Survive this
I can't take this any more
I'm so sad
So tell you lies
And let the flies
Fester and infest
And destroy your disguise
Fake your smiles
With denial
We'll watch despise
Walk you down the aisle
I'm so sad
I'm crying thinking 'bout you
And there's nothing I can do
Why I do the things I do
It's so mad
We should get high
Maybe then I'd enjoy life
Instead of lows every night