GuessMuzik - Just a Moment Lyrics

I've done this so many times but it's still weird to me
It's finally clear to me, that everything's just not what it appears to be
I've lost -al-most -all of everything that's dear to me
So is it fear, or are they really scared of me
I grab a mic and stand behind these lights
And watch these people like and vibe to all this shit I write and
For to-night I stand on stage, and let out all this rage
Some nights I prayed for better days but It they never came
I let it rain, and there's times that I've been lead a stray
I thought I'd make my own path and create a better way
But Is my 15 minutes up?, I'm staring at the clock
And Pro keeps telling me to go and just "Never Stop"
See i already died, already been thru hell
And I almost had a bride that didn't end too well
Everything I try to hide, just know I meant you well
And Everything I keep inside I'll let this pencil tell, well

For just a moment, I need just a moment
Cause if my moments now well then i'ma own it
I know it's, been a while but I hope you notice
It's finally going down, now I'm finally focused

Sometimes I'm so numb and sometimes I can't feel
Sometimes my life is running fast while I just stand still
Sometimes I hope I get the chance, sometimes I can't deal
With all the things that I've already planned, but I just can't will
See sometimes I like to play sometimes I like to joke
But everything I f*cking says under a microscope
And I'm just speaking how I feel and yet they misconstrue it
As if these people know whats real I just think its stupid
The love I never found in life maybe I found in music
And maybe Pun was right maybe I'm bound to this
Cause nothing's ever really set in stone
If it isn't destiny calling then please leave a message at the tone
I just wanna be left alone
Could give a f*ck about opinions or upsetting any throne
Don't care about your kingdom
Ain't here to earn a crown, similar to Rollins I'm here to just "Burn It Down" like

For just a moment, I need just a moment
Cause if my moments now well then i'ma own it
I know it's, been a while but I hope you notice
It's finally going down, now I'm finally focused