Gun Boi Kaz - under the lights Lyrics

I been on a cold hard bender
Ever since the first of December
The snow don't fall the same as it did
Last Christmas when we were still kids
And we'd kiss under the lights
No regrets till the end of the night
Your presence is the only gift that I need
This time
Can't lie I'm happy I found you
But now that I got you, I know it won't last
This fire is cold without you
I'm wondering how do we get it all back, uh
Snow angels in the backyard
I miss staying up till past dark
I think we had a bad start
Can we rewind just a bit cus
I been on a cold hard bender
Ever since the first of December
The snow don't fall the same as it did
Last Christmas when we were still kids
And we'd kiss under the lights
No regrets till the end of the night
Your presence is the only gift that I need
This time
Do you miss the holiday nights?
Staying in when it's cold outside
I don't need a gift up under no tree
But can you take back your goodbye
My wishlist consists of
Less distance and more liquor
More closure and less slip-ups
And I wish I saved those pictures
Back talk when we're just talking
I know you're up to something
This year I'm burning that stocking
And tryin' my best to walk away when you walk in
I been on a cold hard bender
Ever since the first of December
The snow don't fall the same as it did
Last Christmas when we were still kids
And we'd kiss under the lights
No regrets till the end of the night
Your presence is the only gift that I need
This time
Do you miss the holiday nights?
Staying in when it's cold outside
I don't need a gift up under no tree
But can you take back your goodbye
I'm leaving Christmas evening
This don't feel right to me
Bye, I'm leaving Christmas evening
This don't feel right to me