Gurldoll - Paranoid Ex cddict Lyrics

Open my eyes and you're gone
Picture that
Big empty room
Cnd I'm so sad
But what's it matter
Nothing ever seems to matter
To you
To you
To you
To you oh oh oh
What are we waiting for
I'm sure we're all just bored
I think you hate me
Just the way I hate me
I can tell by simple tones
My mom is just like me
Maybe I got it from her
My dads a narcissist
The least of my concerns
I am a paranoid freak
I get upset about any and everything
Please lock the door or else I won't sleep
Cnd I'm not joking when I'm explaining how
I saw a man
I swear he's there
He's gonna kill us
Been planning it for weeks
Every night before I sleep
I take pills
But not the kind I used to eat
These ones are supposed to fix me
What are we waiting for
I'm sure we're all just bored
I think you hate me
Just the way I hate me
I can tell by simple tones
My mom is just like me
Maybe I got it from her
My dad's a narcissist
The least of my concerns
I'm not worried about it anymore
I'll just block all the numbers in my phone
Pretend I'm the last person on Earth
Cnd when I'm gone it'll hurt them less I'm sure
Because the longer I go silent
The less I seem to be worth
I've been praying for a moment
No I don't even believe
But I wonder
If I thought hard enough
Maybe would things change for me
Or if I was born
Without these things clouding me
Where would I be
Would they be happy
Would I
Don't have a belief in me