It's time to get real get real with myself
Feel no regrets still if anything else
This void I can't fill givin' all what's left
Wishing I'd get killed while fearing my death
Cuz I don't wanna die even tho we all gotta
I'm out here tryna survive live to see my daughter
Be born rejoice see her grow and my sons too
But these voices and noises I hear seem untrue
Still I know they there I know I ain't trippin'
F*ck living in fear what about schizophrenic?
I'll be damned if I lose my mind and I carry on
Shit seems inevitable the signs already showin'
Can barely focus racing thoughts and anxiety
Mixed emotions of joy & pain a daily routine
Hope y'all remember me for something positive
If not then pardon me this life was hazardous
Was baffled with these abandonment issues
Wondering what if my mom hadn't reached for that pistol
And put it to her temple pulled the trigger and then BOOM
Left my sister and me alone to roam this world thats so sinful
Our pops never replaced her and grandma did what she could do
The thought that replays in my head is of the day when I kicked her
For no reason at all other than I wanted to skip school
If heaven had a phone I'd call her just to tell her I miss her
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It's time to get real get real with myself
Feel no regrets still if anything else
This void I can't fill givin' all what's left
Wishing I'd get killed while fearing my death
Cuz I don't wanna die even tho we all gotta
I'm out here tryna survive live to see my daughter
Be born rejoice see her grow and my sons too
But these voices and noises I hear seem untrue
Still I know they there I know I ain't trippin'
F*ck living in fear what about schizophrenic?
I'll be damned if I lose my mind and I carry on
Shit seems inevitable the signs already showin'
Can barely focus racing thoughts and anxiety
Mixed emotions of joy & pain a daily routine
Hope y'all remember me for something positive
If not then pardon me this life was hazardous
Was baffled with these abandonment issues
Wondering what if my mom hadn't reached for that pistol
And put it to her temple pulled the trigger and then BOOM
Left my sister and me alone to roam this world thats so sinful
Our pops never replaced her and grandma did what she could do
The thought that replays in my head is of the day when I kicked her
For no reason at all other than I wanted to skip school
If heaven had a phone I'd call her just to tell her I miss her
Feel no regrets still if anything else
This void I can't fill givin' all what's left
Wishing I'd get killed while fearing my death
Cuz I don't wanna die even tho we all gotta
I'm out here tryna survive live to see my daughter
Be born rejoice see her grow and my sons too
But these voices and noises I hear seem untrue
Still I know they there I know I ain't trippin'
F*ck living in fear what about schizophrenic?
I'll be damned if I lose my mind and I carry on
Shit seems inevitable the signs already showin'
Can barely focus racing thoughts and anxiety
Mixed emotions of joy & pain a daily routine
Hope y'all remember me for something positive
If not then pardon me this life was hazardous
Was baffled with these abandonment issues
Wondering what if my mom hadn't reached for that pistol
And put it to her temple pulled the trigger and then BOOM
Left my sister and me alone to roam this world thats so sinful
Our pops never replaced her and grandma did what she could do
The thought that replays in my head is of the day when I kicked her
For no reason at all other than I wanted to skip school
If heaven had a phone I'd call her just to tell her I miss her
Writer: Agustin Avila
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