Habitat - A Soldier from War Lyrics

I woke up from a nightmare
Nightmare
Got these demons in my head
I wish they'd disappear
I woke up from a nightmare
Nightmare
Got these demons in my head
I wish they'd disappear
I woke up from a nightmare
Nightmare
Got these demons in my head
I wish they'd disappear
I woke up from a nightmare
Nightmare
Got these demons in my head
I wish they'd disappear

See im from the UK I dont live inside a dream
You can tell Freddy Krueger he dont need to intervene
I know longer run away like the face of Billy Jean
Cos I know where ive been trapped inside of this lucid dream
A ressurection of peace a soldier silenced through war (from war)
Poppys in the fields, the person they were doesn't exist no more (they don't)
PTSD an analogy of how we describe the past
We demonstrate the memories so to us it will always last

A spectrum of thoughts, a Merry go round
A carousel of darkness inside of me someone pass me a Sam Migel
I sit back and try to create a different version of my self
But right now I'm throwing coins in that wishing well
So wish me well
I put a display on but this ain't no show and tell
I'm just trying to tell you I've been through heaven and I've been through hell
Carrying so much weight on my shoulder like a turtle walking in its shell
This is for the soldier from war
I dedicate this to you

I woke up from a nightmare
Nightmare
Got these demons in my head
I wish they'd disappear
I woke up from a nightmare
Nightmare
Got these demons in my head
I wish they'd disappear
I woke (I woke) up from a Nightmare
Nightmare
Got these demons in my head
I wish they'd disappear
I woke up from a nightmare
Nightmare
Got these demons in my head
I wish they'd disappear

Amygdala its what responsible for that flight or fight
That area of the brain that Stores threats it keeps us up all night
These thoughts on rotation got us feeling paralyzed, cant close my eyes
It makes us feel like were drowning like the first time we were baptized
A circle of lies that surround me something I do not understand
It feels so real though like running through the sand as my gun started to jam
Trying to save a fellow man as this artillery just started to land
But in reality, im acting out all this with the use of my hand
Cos everytime I try to run away, the hippocampus brings me back to that very day
A flawed structure of chemicals I know it's related to this HPA
But this rewind button has me fading back into that memory relay
So somebody please stop me pressing that rewind button, so I can press play