HAF - Can't Let Go Lyrics

Emotions they get to blankin
My facial expression vacant
I really be missing vonnie
Ain't know if the shit done sank in
World is cold, keep a heater
Wish we was given a blanket
I smoke n drank til I'm stankin
Just wishin to bring em back to life
Even if I had to do voodoo n pull a sacrifice
I need my niggas wit me, not somewhere off in the afterlife
It rip thru like a raptor, shit, since the day that it happened
N my mind it got me trapped
I treat happiness like an actor might
It's hard to feel right
Really disillusioned, still wonder if this is real life
Easy to pop a pill but I'm tryna learn how to deal
Cuz I'm knowing the deepest darkness get cut thru by just a lil light
I ain't want a deal
Couldn't say I ain't want a mill
But it could never bring em back
So in the end, it wouldn't feel right
Really it wouldn't feel right
Either way tho it's still like
My Mind be fast, but no Ramadan
Brotherhood off a trauma bond
All that we really got
'sides some money that's gettin common im
Tryina keep the drama gone
Ion know if it's workin tho
Wonderin wheres my circle
And im feelin God made it personal
Wanna hit reverse n go, back to the times we had, it's true
Memories be immersable, shit can really unravel you
Tryina change my attitude, 'ppression is gettin average; who
Knowin where peace of mind be? I'm tryina find the latitude
Emotions they get to blankin
My facial expression vacant
For years i been missing goody
I know it still hasn't sank in
I grab a bottle and drank it
This henny be the elixir we
Downin to get us twisted
Brain broken n ain't no fixing me
Really aint no mystery
Tho it aint no descriptions to people of my position
My brothers gone n it gets to me
Goody passed, I wanted to die, yet von resisted me
Persistently. so how you gon leave us?
Now nothin fits to me
History done showed me the feelin ain't ever leavin
Heavy in my chest, brain infested wit memories n
The thought that I can't see dem, even tho they were needed
I tried to pour my heart out, now I can't stop the bleedin
Tryin to survive, really tryna remind the reasons
That im breathin to myself but its hard for me to believe it
Yo This that LLG shit mixed up with the LLV shit
It's seemin I feel the pain thru whatever weather or season
Endeavors'll never be the same
Times are treasured, but I cant measure how many times I could even say
That you missed and I even pray.
They be sayin I'll be okay, but that really ain't how it seem today
Really ain't ever seen the way this shit would f*ckin end up
Got a couple wounds inside my heart i couldnt mend up
Gotta tell the truth, nigga I really can't pretend; Whats
Killin me consistent is I really miss my friends; f*ck